Where was my father?

Where was my father

I felt like a hot burning volcano

Ready to erupt, I lived my life,

Without my father, but did I give a fuck?

Where was my father

I felt like a helpless sick fish

At the bottom of the sea, did he leave?

Because of his incompetence or did he leave because of me?

Where was my father

I had to fend for myself

Learn how to tie my shoes, play sports

Or kiss a girl, even learned how to

Open a rubber, all he wanted to do was drink; all he wanted to do was drink

Smoke, get high

And thought he was a love, you were

A coward, wimp, a faggot undercover

Where was my father

When I needed him for a test

When all my dreams were laid to rest

I felt hopeless with pain, like a hard knife in my chest…

Where was my father

When I started to cry, but no tears came down my face

You was a loser and waste

Um, um, um is that victory I taste

Where was my father

When I had a shitty diaper and late night cries

Late night hunger pains, headaches that’s off the chain

I worried my mother half to death, damn near sent her insane

Where was my father

I don’t know where my father was, but I know he is dead

I thought I forgave him a long time ago, but the question is still in my head

Where was my father

So what do I do?

Should I forgive and forget

And stop feeling sorrow that nigga is my past and I continue to strive for tomorrow

Where was my father

So this chapter in my book

About was my father has come to a complete stop

He has a hella drinker but a father um, um, um, I think not

Man-Man
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