Monday, January 31, 2011

Play Your Cardz Right!!!!

Excuse me,
But I see it as clear
As the oldest tears
That appear hopelessly confused
With pain and fear
Listen,
You don't have to explain to me
This game that seems to be played
By every lame you meet
I'm just asking you to ask yourself
Are you really in on this hand
Dealt by illusion of a beautiful life
That you must demand
A life that strives to be honest
But eventually it institutes
Inconsequential problems
Problems that push your mind
Over the edge of sanity 
Landing face flat
On scraps of excuses
That usually crack the backbones of families
Listen,
Don't ever let your choices sleep
With the anxious forces creeping
Thru your dreams like forgotten memories
Of a life you just cant keep
But instead,
Let every decision you make
Rise between the serenity of deep breaths
That fly thru the time
You've put aside with your steep mess
Patience could be the move that cheats death
Yes,
Patience could be the blow that beats death
Baby, only if you knew
Of the works of subtle virtues
That burst with beauty within you
Never again will a hand ever hurt you
Or the words used to offend you
Become the whip that's been cracked by ignorance
To keep your mind
Trapped in servitude
With every intension 
To tighten the tension 
That will eventually murder you
You heard me
I SAID IT
MURDER YOU
Never again 
Should you fold your hand
Out of confussion and pressure
Just yank time from the hand of eternity
And claim what is righteously yours
Not theirs,
His,
Hers,
Or mine
But yours, your time
The time that's expected
To determine who is worthy
If yourr mind and affection
They will try with deception
To shatter your heart
Into abstract pieces
Of disdainful tears
The purpose may seem blurry
But the pain is clear
No one ever notices those
That have worry for days, even years
Years soaked in months of sad weeks
Where helpless mothers have weeped 
For a child that's been blinded
By a false perception of love
They fell deep, deep, deep, inside of
Only if they would've known
That a home built to last generation
Will not stand on its own  cracked foundation
Its just not going to happen
So honestly, tell me
What reason is their to rush
(like a blood in blushed cheecks),
Thru every season of lust
Just cause you felt crushed
By the pressure of 
Beauty, understanding and trust
Look,
I know you're wise enough
To realized that freedom
Is measured by limits 
Surrounding its core
That time hides nothing
But opportunities you should be striving for
And the only limits restricing its existence
For capturing endless possiblities
Are the limits we've implemented ourselves
Without our issues
Time has no limit
So, why would you deprive absolute freedom
From something so innocent
Its logical and basic
Time is free for the taken
So, take it
Cradle it within your soul
And protect it like an infant
Exposed to the cold
Hold your thoughts over its eyes
Until it finds enough strength
To rise with the sun
Guiding you through every truffle of life
Then, 
With a smile on your face
Watch it fade into the night
And remind yourself
That the wager you placed on the table
Is nothing less than priceless
Every element stretching
From your gracious love to your dignity
Is essential in the survival
Of your precious identity
So listen carefully,
If you must throw everything on the table
At least take some critical advice
Enslave your heart
Humble your nerves
Live patiently in the moment
And
Play Your Cardz Right!!!!

Rap
Copyright © 2010

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Riddled Thoughts

Driven by instinct and impulse...
Running wild with anger and pain...
My thoughts have turned against me;
Unchecked feelings have butchered my life;
How could I let this be???

By blaming shrinks, I lost focus;
Now my thoughts have ruined me;
I should have focused on why....
Why, wHy, WHY...
Why did I think and feel the way i did!?!

No one knows my thoughts like me,
Or can see my past so vividly;
I should have sifted through the debris,
And reconfigured the scatter pieces;
Truly, I possessed all that I needed.

I thought all shrinks were fakes;
But with an unbiased view, I realize...
A few really tried to help;
If I would have worked with them,
My diseased thoughts would not have won...

Shane P
Copyright © 2011

Guiding Principle

The guiding principle
Of growth
For women
Is the love for self.

Sean H.B
Copyright © 2011

S.B

 Can you forgive me for my mistakes?
Do you believe I have what it takes?
To be the man you want me to be
Even though I'm not even free
I'm not the same person you met at a fight
I'm the person trying to make things right
I've changed from who I was in the past
No longer the one with a stone to cast
I want to show you but don't know how
That's why I'm writing this for you now.
I want this posted so you can see
What it is you mean to me
I hope this shows just how I feel
And lets you know my words are real
So in the end I hope it's clear
No matter what I'll always be here
Ready to give you all of my heart
Because all I'm asking is for a fresh start

Qawiyy aka Robert W
Copyright © 2010

Love is....

Love is like a valley, full of snow
At first look, it's as beautiful as can be.
But if you crawl into the valley without
The proper protection, it can be so cold..
At least this is what I thought.
Then I realized I had you.
Being in love with you is like Heaven on earth.
I have no worries.
You're always there through good and bad.
You let me know everything is going to be alright.
I feel so safe.
I'm confident.
I'm comfortable.
I'm free.
I'm careful.
I'm happy.
And in the end, love is always what I wanted to be.
Love is.....
Love is.....
Love is you.
You are my love.
Thank God for Love.


Qawiyy aka Robert W
Copyright © 2010