Saturday, September 24, 2011

Haikus from Mike Perry


Build a prayer,
from a prison cell,
the depth of love,
I know so well. 

                                                   Momma said, no not yet
                                                   to a whispered regret.

In shallow minds words erode,
small packaged dreams seldom
          EXPLODED.


                                                                          Touch a memory
                                                                           back space erase
                                                                            10 to 30, what a waste.

Helpers Who Need the Help


Puzzle masters in their own right,
They piece together fractured minds;
Years of schooling prepared them for this -
To sift through the scattered pieces;
Yet some fail to sift through my own.

Their imperfections and frailties,
Uncollected and corrupted pieces,
Become known through unscrupulous acts;
Acts that have befallen me,
Leaving my mind even more fragmented.

Instead of helping me collect my pieces,
They've scattered my pieces even more;
I was strewn about and incomplete
How could they have taken this role...?
The role of decency they couldn't even fulfill!!!

Mortally wounded by a role abused,
I was unable to receive the help I needed;
Unable to display a completed puzzle,
The empty spaces were filled with madness;
Madness that went forth into the world....


Shane P
Copyright © 2011

The Abusive Hands of Neglect


Beating hands thunderously smack
Against the flesh of a newborn;
It seems any chance he'll surely lack
Emerging in a body that's war torn.
Born into this he was cursed to be;
It seems no blessings he'd ever see.
Before one year, he's inched to death;
He'd almost breath his last breath.
Internal blood gushed around
Inside the battered baby;
His psyche issues were abound,
Seizing hold of the baby.
Born into this he was cursed to be;
It seems no blessings he'd ever see.
Before one year, he's inched to death;
He'd almost breath his last breath.
Returning to where he first saw light,
He's once again with strangers.
Their gifted hands made him right,
But couldn't keep him from dangers.
Born into this he was cursed to be;
It seems no blessing he'd ever see.
Before one year, he's inched to death;
He'd almost breath his last breath.

Shane P
Copyright © 2011

What is man?


What is man?
Is the most propose questions ever asked
So... who is he
To be respectful of
To be honored, admired – loved
Look upon as
Husbands, fathers
Brothers & friends
TO be provider, teacher, the protector
Of the garden
Is he to be just
Charitable, benevolent
Consistent with being sincere while
Upholding the dignity
Of his very existence

Is it we ( you & I)
Who actually exemplify the qualification of man
Hmmm... I ponder
As we allow ourselves to be dictated
By our uncontrolled passions
So blindly we are
Obsessed with our image
For we're so self – conscious
Are we not vain
Caught up in an illusion – the game
Cee, Its all a game we play
Seeking the glory, its fame
Living an pernicious life
Driven by greed
You know, a condition we fantasize for
The power, the wealth and the conquest of her
Yes! Beautiful her
“The World”
Queen of humanity
Though we abused, mistreat
As if she isn't the mother of we
Mother of man

So who is man?
That neglect the moment of defining self
for we masquerade out inner feelings
Ignoring the voice within
Such foolish pride
Believing the man don't
Cry tears nor should be sensitive
Damn!!!
We're so out of touch with self
The actions of our soul
Misguided of the lack of knowledge we
Possess of self

Know man was created in the light of Greatness
Created King the Thinker
Sustainer of his fate
Yes! Man is
To be respectful, honorable, dependable
Modest
Honest to himself & others
Man has integrity, dignity
He's trustworthy of his innate duty
Purpose – goals & aspirations
Man is phenomenal
Inspirational one
Who encourage the best in others
He is triumphant in his actions
Persistent, passionate
Fuel by persevering' thru life
Continuous struggles

Yes! Man is
Steadfast in his belief
Stand firm in his faith...
“This is Man”---

Sean H.B
Copyright © 2011

Fireplace in my heart


I wanted you to know
That your portrait hangs over
The fireplace in my heart
I go there often
When you're not around
I sit and I stare at the
Beauty of your heavenly design
I love it there
I feel a warm and secure comfort
In these timeless moments
Hours may pass by
And I will never even notice.

Wakeel
Copyright © 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

2nd Chances


In the life we life, it will seem
2nd chances only comes seldom
A blessing that's rarely noticeable
From an delusional perspective
When accustom to a life
Living with no hope
Suffocated by fear
Provoke by anger
While regulated by unexpressed
Feelings – Pain & Rage
Suffering thru the pressures
Of the life styles we've chosen
Addicted to the fast lane
Enticed by its affinity
The wild fantasies of money, power, respect
All we pursuit
In drug dealing, murder & mayhem
Its the motivation
Succumbing to all temptations
Numbing the pain
Blowing weed, popping pills
Driking lac
Whatever it takes
To escape ------------------ Reality
With the belief : life is a curse
As if we were born
Not to make it
Not to excel

So is it right!!
Perpetuating a destructive path
Negating the fact
There will come a time
Blinded no more
By the veil covering our vision
Now, we can envision with grand
Hope by the possibilities to activate
The greatness submerge
Deep within -----Self

For if our thoughts
Don't have purpose
Than our purpose is thoughtless
To properly planning
A persistent positive path
Leading to our destiny
While diverting from a life of prediction

Sean H.B
Copyright © 2011

Sunday, August 21, 2011

The Polarizing School Kids


“Shane the pain that snorts cocaine,”
A popular phrase with the school kids.
Too young too realize the power in words,
They sliced and diced my emotional core.
How did they know my parents delight?
Why did they think I snorted cocaine?
They cut to my core with their words of hate.
They made me feel stupid and worthless.
I needed their friendship oh so bad,
Yet only received their words of hate.
They brushed me aside as a waste of space,
A kid whose parents didn't even love him.
Anything they knew that different from them,
They used as weapons to crush me.
Like a military bombardment,
They fired their missiles of hate
And dropped their bombs of detest.
I ran to escape their blasts of ridicule;
They pushed me away, so I withdrew.
I never quite knew in which way to go
Yet I knew that scene I wanted to leave.
I just wanted friends and to be accepted;
But in elementary school,
That was too much to ask.


Shane P
Copyright © 2011

Throughout Time


As I sit here and put pen to paper
Lets take a trip throughout time
While I put thoughts to past events in this struggle of mine
Thinking about how Howard Bay told me to think ten years behind
As my future and past slowly begin to intertwine
I wish I could rewind time to catch my son from falling
At nights its hard to sleep cause it feels as if he's calling
Dashawn Kaleel C I dedicate this poem to you
To Amia and Keira C my love forever remain true
Throughout time I realized the streets was never my home
My home lies with my family
Those I neglected and left alone
When the past becomes the future
You begin to understand the streets are the streets
And, family is family
But morals and principles make the man
It wasn't about morals and principles to me in the past
It was about money and clothes and cars and guns
Not knowing how long it would lost to live by the gun die by the gun
Was our only morals
And, yes I did say ours which makes this plural
I had two other brothers – one was killed, and the other was given life
If I could rewind time and do things right
We could all be riding in a lexus through the night
I would hug and kiss Dashawn to show him I love him
For my babies Amia and Keira their mother, my mother
We would take a cruise somewhere just enjoying life
Instead I'm sitting here bleeding through the pen
Waiting to reclaim life and start again
But in my heart I know it will be okay
Because the one and true God offered me life
And, a new day!

Dannise C
Copyright © 2011

What is LoVe


Love is a very strong word...
Love is when you show true loyalty to each other
The man who is happy in love is the one who is racked by passion
For one whom he can keep loving forever
Perfect love would be if destiny forgot the two lovers
While they were enjoying each other
The least that the lover can desire of the loved one is to win her esteem,
Her attention to approach her – not daring to expect more
True love is when desire grows as time is spent together
In conversation and interest is shown by one to another.
Love is when a lover may wish from the loved one to take her in his arms when he desires her.

Tyron R
Copyright © 2011

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

I am not offered the luxury of time

I am not offered the luxury of time
Not offered the luxury to shine
Sub-prime; I’m blinded by the grind that swallows my attempt at ordinary
At normalcy
My attempts at trying to be average
Wish I had the opportunity
To be full of childish leisure
Opportunity to change gratifying pleasures
But rather my smile of amusement is seized with crippling
Seizure of remembrance
Stifling images of impasses
From clad demonstrative shouts
Of me and neglect
I am past the point of reflecting
I am at the point of reflexing
Suggesting that the “isms”
Of the world be the reason
That the world scowls at my image of unfocused potential
Unwrapped talent
Dormant possibilities
Unleashed
I am feeling like I'm running a 100 years dash
500 years behind the gun shot of go...
I sneer at the misnomer
I conveniently hear the sabotaging forces say,
They got you calling life is the game
Got you relating it to chess moves
But I am figuring life
to be more like war
feel like a soldier
a warrior
I can feel Senegalese
and Zulu warriors blood
flowing through my veins
I don't know about you
pimpin but I'm engaged
In intellectual warfare...
I know damn well that
Ain't shit about war fare
Got you intensely attentive
To sensuous bigoted
Acts of defenseless and
Submissive thoughts
They got you on the 5 year
Lay away plan
Laying away 5 years of income
While they are in think
Tanks 5 miles under the
Sum total of your thoughts... (pause)
I am not afforded the luxury of time
Not afforded the luxury to shine
I'm to busy engaged in
Intellectual warfare

Diata
Copyright © 2011

Monday, August 1, 2011

I C U

It's not simple to move
An inch in my shoes 
Soothed by the crude knowledge
Of the despicable truth
Few pay homage
To those who
"ROAR their LOVE for UNITY"

You and me
Are not the same

See I'm stained 
By your shadow
While your eyes
Absord every movemment I'm making
Takin' into consideration
My enemies take in this information
And when confronted
And abundance of explanations
Suddenly summons
Without hesitation

So, tell me

Cuz it seems to me that you seem
To tell everyone
                 Everything else
That you see
And what is seen
By my enemies
Means that you've seemed
To lean on their side
Of the beam.

I bet you weighed your options
And said, "maybe I should watch him"

The problem is 
I gotta problem with
Fools who watch me
And what you do not see
Is an observer merged
In the distance
                      Witnessing you
                      Watching me

And what I believe about watchers
Is your only watching
To ease freely
Thru the seams
Of our struggle

You will bleed in this struggle
I will bleed for my people
Blood will be shed...

HOTEP!

RAP
Copyright © 2011

What goes around comes around

I can't believe I let myself slip like this
I forgot to shut and lock the window
I had opened it earlier because it was stuffy
And, I needed some fresh air.
Now look at me, I am a victim of burgurly.
Someone actually came into my house and robbed me.
I would have never thought in a million years this would happen to me
I like my house in order
Things are everywhere now
All of the place.
There goes a box of pictures of all the women I dated
They are scattered everywhere.
I had forgot about few of them, anyway.
The police aren't going to do anything
They are probobaly saying "my dumbass should have closed the window."
What's crazy is that I know who did it.
I called my mom and told her about it.
She quickly reminded me of what goes around, comes around
Suddendly, I remembed all of the houses I robbed.
I didn't know any better though
It was the cook thing to do then, all of my friends did it
I couldn't get caught being in a house and not robbing it
I really did take much,
I just has [sic] the place.
Now, I know how it feels 
And, it hurts bad!

Wakeel
Copyright © 2011

Saturday, July 30, 2011

No Mother, No Father

The absense of love from my fleshly creators
Leaves a void consuming my soul.
I grasp for love...connection...a bond;
The things I see other kids enjoy.
I long to utter the words, "Mom, Dad;"
But to my mother and father,
Not to imposters!
I yearn for the love of my fleshly creators;
To be held, to be listened to, to be loved...
To know two people exist
That will do anything for me.
But those two people do not exist
I have no one...
No one willing to sacrifice it all for me.
No one listens to me or hears my cries.
I have no parents to hear my thoughts...
To know my needs...
I can only whisper the words,
"Mom, Dad"
To the created images in my mind;
But only when no one's around to hear me.
Only in my imagination
Can I talk to my fleshly creators...
Because I have no mother or father,
My father's not here,
And my mother's long gone.

Shane P
Copyright © 2011