Life livin' in the fast lane
While rollin' the dicez
I crap out 2 an early grave
Inscripted on my tombstone
"OUTLAW 4 LIFE"
Bury in the earth
Feeli' no hurt of the tearz
Rollin' down the facez of the luv 1's
Who mourned 4 their lost
Brother, son, father, husband
Even those who mourned
With the taste of liquor drownin' their pain
Blowin' weed smoke in the sky
In the remembrance of their lost kinfolk
Now, some will say
Life is a Bitch
(Excuse my french)
But now viewin' frum from my death
I'll say life is a blessin'
I choose 2 missed
while livin' in the fast lane
Attracted 2 the fast thangz
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Cee, I had a desire 4 foreign whipz
Yea, picture me rollin'
A lust 4 fast chickz with thick hipz
And that drug money, oh... what so good money
Not alone my fingerz had a passion 4 the trigger
Trigger happy I was
Which resulted 2 me spendin' multiply years in prison
As an adolescence
All resultin' frum years of not listenin'
2 the scriptures grandmother used 2 recite
Or listenin' 2 the wisdom from the old drunk
Who spent his time in front of the bar
Playin' chess with no partner
I really thought he was insane
Little did I know
He was playin' his position
In this game of life
Who used 2 say, "Young Souljah"
U playin' ure=self out of position
In this game of life
Surely he was right
Cuz school 4 me was nuthin'
But a fashion show
Go pick up girls who was ready go
Sell weed & run the hallways
I was 1 of' em fools
WHo use 2 hooked school
Posted up on the corner
With a package of "stonez"
Hustlin' 4 that almighty dollar
Strap with not 1 but 2 gunz
And they label me a
Outlaw, Outlaw dear God I wonder
Can u save me...
Feelin' the lyrics of Tupac
Cuz I was a thug of life
If u woulda asked of my life
I woulda told you that life is a bitch!!!
(Excuse my french)
Life is a blessin'
We chose 2 missed
While livin' in the fast lane
Addicated 2 the material things...
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Now I'm tryin' 2 model life
As Malcolm Little done
His days in a cell
Sittin' in the visited room
Wipin' tears frum mother's eyes
She just want her baby boy home
Even though I'm a grown man
Sean H.B
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