Riddled Thoughts

Driven by instinct and impulse...

Running wild with anger and pain...

My thoughts have turned against me;

Unchecked feelings have butchered my life;

How could I let this be???

By blaming shrinks, I lost focus;

Now my thoughts have ruined me;

I should have focused on why....

Why, wHy, WHY...

Why did I think and feel the way i did!?!

No one knows my thoughts like me,

Or can see my past so vividly;

I should have sifted through the debris,

And reconfigured the scatter pieces;

Truly, I possessed all that I needed.

I thought all shrinks were fakes;

But with an unbiased view, I realize...

A few really tried to help;

If I would have worked with them,

My diseased thoughts would not have won...

Shane P

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